Muhahahahahahahahah(choke choke cough gag... clears thoat).... uh: haah.
Mood:  happy
Now Playing: GC - boys and girls ( thats what it's called right?)
*Makes her grand entrance w/ flashing lights and super outfit*.... ok, maybe not... but the point is: I'M BACK! OMG, I did not enjoy that trip at all! Ok, well I 'm not going to go into much detail tonight because, frankly I'm pooped. But I will tell you all about it very soon. I just really didn't like the trip and I felt like kissing my house when I got home. The trip wasn't completely horrible, but there were more bad times than good for me. Mocca gave me her little excited tap dance when i got home, and i really missed her a bunch. I even gave her some food off of my plate today to show her how much i missed her. (don't normally give in to that). So, i'm gonna hit the sack now, and I'll post later. Oh yeah, Justin if you read this.... there was this guy on the trip w/ me and he reminded me of you sooooo much i just feld "friend-sick" (home sick?) and I wished you and Michelle were there w/ me. He was funny, but to tell you the truth, I like old friends better than new. Good night world. TtYl~

Quiznos: mmm mmm mmm mmm good
Mood:  chillin'
My mom and I ate dinner at IHOP. It was yummy scrumbos (lol don't ask). We bought all the stuff I needed for the trip. I'll be gone for a week. (june 31'st 's when I get back). I will miss mocca and her neverending squeaking (the toys not her). The weather was great today! Cloudy/grey skys with the sun peaking out every so often, and this great breeze! Ok, well that's my kind of weather. When I get back, I'll have one more week of summer school before it ends, (I hope everyone enjoys the extra van space while I'm gone!) then maybe I'll get to see Diana B. before school starts.

Summer's going by so fast. I think because this summer I was unhappy. Also, for some reason (mishe, you to) this summer felt different from all the others, like going into you're next half of life. Or moving through a portal into another world.

I've bought books for the trip, so I won't be bored unless I finish them both before the plane trip ends. lol. I trust my mom not to stuff Mocca while I'm gone, and to all of those who are telling me I 'll have fun... I'll try. My main thought about this trip now is "Bring It On"!!! So, I'll ttyl everyone when I get back. Wish me luck! ........(ok i'm back, i just finished playing with Mocca). So anyways, Bye everyone! I'll see you when I see you! Tootlzz~

Je amour vous non mon bon amie
Mood:  not sure
French is pretty cool. Hey, I've got a joke:
What swings round and round a cathedral wrapped in cellophane? "The lunchpack of Notre Dame"
Ok, well I got this one from a book I was reading. At the time it seemed so funny (stupid funny), but now its just stupid. However, what is funny is writing a book and naming it "And That's When It Fell Off In My Hand".
Urg... so vvvvvvvvery hun-gray! Ok well, there shall be no more fieldtrips on a count of a student sneeking out of his classes to go on a trip with us. All blah blah blah. I'm loaded with truck loads of homework. I should be doing it now, but I'm aggrivated by being in a "friendless" mode. None of my friends are online, and I can't call them for one reason or another. Ok, I should probably end here, because really I'm just talking and talking, but nothing important is being said. Tootlzz~

Yay!
Mood:  a-ok
Now Playing: Everything -Fefe Dobson
*Hugs blog* I couldn't see my posts for two days, so I didn't write anything. But now everything is a-ok and I am happy. I just finished reading Away Laughing on a Fast Camel. It was actually pretty good. Georgia is getting dimmer and dimmer as we speak. :)
So, when I wasn't writing here, I wrote a daily post on my Xanga blog (/dreamerzluv). I was messing around with the layouts, and I am very angry that I couldn't make changes in the html! The whole point of learning it is being able to experiment, so why is it everytime I changed around the html code, it reversed back to the original!??!!?!?
But on a happier note:
We had a field trip to the Baltimore Aquarium. It was cool beans! Yeah, and my friend Diana came on the fieldtrip with us, so that made everything better. (People are starting to talk about me, though. I mean, they don't even try to whisper they just look right at you and talk at normal levels and what do you expect from people who've lost their brains? Are they that bored, that they bother talking about me!?) The bus ride made me very sleepy, and I was dragging my feet all the way home. I'm surprised I made it, actually! Tried not to fall asleep, but well, I did, so I might not be able to sleep tonight. *shrugs*
I hope michelle feels better and more interesting/happy things happen to her soon. She's such a great friend, she deserves it.
Hmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmm. Trying to think of everything I've wanted to say for a while, but my mind is failing me. *sighs* ............. Ok ok ok. I'll leave. I've got better things to do anyways, like finish off these pancakes in front of me. :)

Man I wish I had a Drum set
Mood:  mischievious
Now Playing: some song from blink 182 on mishe's webbie
I just looked up the word megalomania. (hehehehehe). I was curious because I remember the song... I think it was called megalomania. Earlier today I watched Princess Diaries. ( *sings* I'm super girl and I'm here to save the world but I wanna know who's gonna save me!) Yeah um anyways >>> So, my day today was... well it was pretty good. We went on a field trip to the Maryland Science center. Ok so there were a few problems. 1.) The bus that was 'sposed to take us there was late (minor mixup on the time of departure I guess *rolls eyes*)
2.)This girl whom I shared my seat with kept scooting over towards me and taking up all the "non-space" we had in the seat. The exhibits were really awsome though. Especially the ones in the Human Body. One exhibit had this detector that played a recording of someone sneezing, while spraying out some water on anyone who passed by. :)
On the ride back to school I got up the courage to ask the girl to scoot over, and what does she do? This little hop/nudge thing that only moves her about 2 centimeters away. (talk about being considerate!) So I just leave her alone and try and get comfy in my little corner of the seat.
Then the bus driver didn't want to take us base kids home! Something about not being allowed to... when our school pays him to! Yeah... right, that makes perfect sense.
Well, we got home anyways and as soon as I do, I go to sleep. Wake up a little while later and watch the Princess Diaries. Yup yup. And I just got back from a "night prowl". Thats what I'm calling it, cuz its about 10 pm and I just went outside all hyper and ready to .... (what?) Well, I just felt like I was awake and ready for some action (of some sort?) What am I cat woman!? Geez. Ok well, I wanna do some other things b4 I get off so, ttyl every/any body! Tootlzz~

A poem???
frustrated with being me:not able to clearly see:it's all to complicated in the end:

ok so I'm not the best at poems. Some times I just write things and they work out. Other times, I'm not so lucky.

I feel like creating right now. Anything, as long as I'm making it. But I'm sort of angry now, and I'm afraid to increase the anger if my creation turns out bad.

i'm not outgoing: I need to break the spell

There's nothing to eat in this house >:-( <<< spent about thirty seconds on that "angry face". lol. maybe I'll just go. I really hate it here. I just want to get away... go to a forest, or a dream. Something calming. Somewhere I know I'll be happy. What happened to my friends? The old ones who used to keep in touch?

Fourteen Year Old Words
Mood:  blue
To my friends:
Sure, I've made friends. New ones. They're the good things in this life of mine. But I don't even hang out with them. Sure, I keep in touch with them, and talk to them, but why don't I come be with them? It's mainly because I'm afraid to loose them. They're the only ones who have claimed the title of being my friend. I fear that if I hang around them too much, I may become annoying, or act strangly which could make them dislike me. They'd still have to be my friend (because suddenly ditching me wouldn't be nice) but they'd be faking it if they didn't like me and had to hang out with me. If I just don't get too close, maybe I can stay good in their minds. I can be close to them by being far away. I've forgotten how to be a real friend, ya know : hang out with them, call them up, invite them over to my house.... Instead I don't want to mess up what we already have, so I'll just talk occaisionally. I guess.

And Another Thing!!!!
I absolutley despise pop ups! And these adds on tripod telling everyone to "punch the mad kangaroo for cash!" or "kill the gigantic fly!" Get a grip you idiots!!! There are better ways to waste webspace... better ways to make money!

Now Playing: a linkin park song....
ok so today someone just told me and a couple other people I was unattractive/ugly, some person just popped up on my yahoo claiming he and I had talked about love (and other stuff)... when I dont even know this guy, and a while ago someone asked me if I was becoming anorexic. Yep my life's just hunkey-dorey! I'm getting scared now because I don't like being in the attention of people I dont know well. And I stopped caring about what people say about me... however! The fact that they still want to say stuff to me/about me/in front of me and not to their friends when i'm not there really annoys me.
And another thing! I am NOT DATING ANYONE! Has no one seen a girl with a guy friend before, or am I just some alien who doesn't understand the way friendships work!?!?!?! I'm not gonna say anymore about this right now. I need to get out. Release my anger into the outside air or something.

::h0::hUm::
Now Playing: The Calling - Our lives
yeah so i'm at school right now. our first period teachers not here so it's a free world this morning. I'll try and post later on today. I went to sleep when I got home yesterday, so naturally, I couldn't sleep all night. Well, I managed to get halfway to dreamland, but oh well, I'm awake now. tootlzz~